sick... sick of everything when i am sick.
yesterday was a lousy day.
told a sub to go somewhere else cos i was doing duty at the shaded spot oredi its my turn there!gana complain by her who didnt do her job, avoiding sunlight the whole week and its always people who are just part-time! bitches shouldn't take up such job if they are looking for an easy way out! its a sunshine job at recess i had enough of them taking the money and wriggle to shady area when its duty time!
no collegues going for the friday dinner and too sick to stand around to "mingle"
mingle with??? cos really no one i know is attending... so i stay at home till mum say she need my card to buy baking stuff for chinese new year goodies. went down to have dinner with her, aunts nesa then bro & gf. i was unhappy with bro as usual breaking promises. hate it.
went home called serena to see where to meet them waited for gerald to come home and i fell asleep... he didnt wake me. i seem far from recovering not happy feel so letargic all the time i got this very xianz feeling still even now since i woke up at 12pm.
its bro's bdae today.
thought of the weeek: been listening to a new cantonese cd i bought. all duets. wonder if we are listening to the same songs. alive or dead? love the songs in this cd. realistic i guess.