1 year ago

today one year ago, gerald brought me all the way (13hrs flight) to london.

he remembered and we started recalling the day we landed and started our europe encounter tour with contiki. Its was very cold. its was nice to be chatting about it. we even went to have fish & chips for dinner jus now (our 1st dinner in london - vinegar & salt f&c). the new york cheese fish & chips was nice (fish & co.)

now room is in a mess cos we are starting to pack for our next trip! 4more day s to HK!

Tomolo when we are in the car we will be talking about Amsterdam! Van Gogh! yummy kroket! sad thing is that we didnt then dare to explore as much during later part of our trip. we avoided going into the "coffeeshop" thats wat they call pubs that sell or actually serve drugs. we should still have gone in to see wats the place like~... but its not as safe still. gerald saw his 1st snow as it started snowing suddenly. lex see how much he remember!

luckyyyyyy !!!

uncle gave me my xmas prize i won in december, yesterday. he paid us the ticket but in addition... he gave me his leftover hk currency... i am so lucky cos it means i get to go to the expensive restaurant i been so looking forward since young when he intro this designer to me. can't wait its 5 more days then flight to land of foooooooooood~!

fri

met up with serena 1st. I was hungry cos i had meesiam for lunch. ate ding tai fong the prawn omelette not bad. had 3 dumplings and went window shoppingw, walked around dfs see highend goods. dinner was ... food was ok like te dessert panna cotta.

i feel happy today!

Hated Tuesday 13th! Hair was my problem the heat killed me and i called Mel and book for immediate appointment. shoes spoilt so went URS to get a new gold slipper... My therapy started since ... its a treatment known as retail therapy.



Dun really like this haircut but when its slightly longer should be better liked the previous cut better! but felt so much better than the mess on my head! but to improve my feelings about the new look... cos i didnt like it ... i went in search for earrings, dangling ones. I love it and found 3 pairs tat i love. as for today had a busy day at school. my tcher bdae. i was so tired cos i rushed home after the quick shopping i hurried with my class secret project ... card for Ms Michelle. got the kidos to draw hearts and in the end i made a poster out of it. wooo... therapy started Mon when i went ikea to get the frame.... got new stuff for our room. this is one of my favourite heart drawn by my kid. i like it. looks not too bad. jus hope tcher likes it... then second surprise for her, a huge bouquet done up by Doi my florist. Love it! i tink she was shock to see such big bouquet! love his arrangement. esp the red leaves they are real.


14th is a good day. met up dap as she pass me my vodka 1 more to my collection, got me a bag of yummy sour cream & onion pretzels which is always out of stock yet to try will verdict it but trust dap we got same favourites! hee caught her watching the performance while waiting for me and when she still haven see me i took a pic of her! had satay and fried oyster for dinner @ esplanade. then we headed off for mango dessert. really nice really sweet mango!!! she jus came bac from hk so she circled all the shopping areas in HK for me... lox of places to shop! she knew what i like ... can't wait to go!





hee her new piece to add to her sunglasses collection! so as usual we have fun with it! love big frames... if u see carefully... theres is something different about this pair kinda weird but cute! can u see wats special???


we took a short walk from bugis to city hall... then she recommended me thsi mask she used and she said its good! a new brand called skin food. so we hurried oto cityhall and i bumped into serena sis! then after getting the mask ( i got a red wine mask! will verdict after using it!) went bac to wait for serena to knock off! got my big hug! and wooo... she gave me a box of COACH chocolate! i told her ITS MY FIRST COACH!!! edible coach!!! she had a pre-launch today and that was like the doorgift i guess! (pics below) so i had a fruitful day , its time to savour a piece of coach, snack a few pretzel (hopefully stoppable), no vodka thou its for keeping and put red wine mask for beauty rest! GOOD NITE!

okie??? onot???

was so tired after knowing the results cos worried for daes oredi ... so today then update
not really sure of my results ... for the scan, there is a fibroid found but doc say small shouldn't be a problem but he say the thing that caused my pain mit not be found in my scan... so he recommend a scope... a half day surgery. this will clear all my doubts if my womb, ovavries etc are in good condition. estimated will cost $3k to $5k... if nothing is found then good but if yes somethings wrong they will remove clean it up straight away. so the results is ... am i really ok? i dun know yet... for now the doc gime time to tink if i wana go scope and time to take care of myself with loads of vitamins and med 1st.

for now everyday i gota take my temperature at the same time when i wake up so now even weekends even when i dun work i gota wake up at 6am to check temperature. woman gets to suffer more. thats how i feel right now. but still lucky that gerald went with me yesterday and he is happy for now that the scan seems fine. he is very supportive. to scope or not ... hopefully my conditions improve ... praying hard... waiting for april for 2nd check. now hopefully planning hk trip will take away my tots and worries.

ultrascan

today went to get ultrascan done. had dejavu been thru this in my dreams. same setting jus dun remember wats the result. painful... but not all the time thou but all the time i was tensed. scared when she tell me can't see both my ovary and it extended the scanning process. i shouldnt take my back aching for granted. but all doctors tell me nothings wrong i even stayed at hospital for the cramp pain but all they can tell me they can't find anything no scans last time.

asked the nurse if theres anything in my scans she nodded and said a jargon i didnt get it so she jus say my doc will tell me ... reports out on thursday. the wait for results is killing. today i made mistake at work and was in a dreamy state can't helped it cos i worry alot. some people in this world still got time to kick up fuss over NOThING... thats life...

Y make life more difficult when its oredi so difficult.

the hardest thing to learn is to be really happy.

more attacks

went to doctor for checkup... he suspects so i need to get tested tomolo and wait for results ...
i am feeling stressed

ROUND 1 !!!!!

my kido Mick (not his real name) ... a little sized boy... fought 2 boys today at playtime.
he manage to punch one boy in the nose and make him bleed... scarelyyy RED. that how bad that boy was bleeding profusely! (serena : is it used correctly?)

he is so strong that my collegue has to hold him down with all her weight cos he kept swing his hands ... strong waves! she was afraid he would accidently hit others. I actually tested it yesterday when he flew into a tantrum with me! i had to hold him down! it took me awhile. strong like a bull! again today i had to rush over to hold him down and calm him down. when i told him i have to bring him to see vp... he cried and held onto the planks of the wooden bench. i had to remove his hand and slowly get him to move then he held onto the railing then i managed to move him with words i chose to take the lift again he held onto the railing! imagine how worse it will be for me if i took the stairs from 4th floor to ground! slowly talking him into walking out of the lift to the office... he held onto the handle of the door preventing me from opening it...
and he was crying all this while! not softly ... tried to push the door and push him lightly to walk into the office... he let go handle and stood firmly... best thing is that there was a father sitting in the office looking! finally my vp came out talked to him gave him 2 choice to either walk in or he will carried in... he hid behind me. i felt sad can feel he's afraid. then my vp jus carried him in and he was crying and kicking. heard he cried for 30mins b4 calming down to talk.

he's a sweet boy a funny cheeky boy but recently where he is sitting ... the boys disturb him and they always make him upset so he's unhappy. quite sad. but when i asked him what vp talked to him about... tinking of reinforcing it... he said "i don't remember!" no more fights please! ...

best part of all... the father sitting at the office who saw the whole episode esp vp carrying mick in... his son is coming to my class on monday! The whole family came to my class to take alook ... lucky i was caught up with getting the kidos ready for lunch so no time for intro... wonder if the father saw me... what will he tinking!!!

i love my uncle's house

so resort! love his house even with the chinese decor its so festive.
this is oso where i got my wedding fotos taken. its beautiful.




my ideal house and my little twin cousin is sooooo cute! always smiley!