bad mood vs good mood

bad mood... yes i am affected but yet i need to push to move on. MOVE on thats easier said than done but i will and its a must! DAM it!

gx waited patiently for me to finish blogging on good friday. he knew i was in a bad mood. i was hungry and so was he but i wanted to finish and he bear with the hunger. when we got out of carpark, it poured! so heavy that we had to tink of places that we wot get wet when we get off the car. tough luck as our 1st choice was closed. headed to thomson to eat chicken rice as gx wanted badly to kill his craving. lucky for my suggestion, the tap was off and we got out to the shop safely. the moment we ordered, the rain was back! the kampong chicken which was supposed to be better in terms of low cholestrol and tenderness, was not bad. not fanstastic cos not oily enough... think i like normal chicken rice as the oil is the fragrance.


stuck with the rain we popped by next door to dino cake shop. got ourselves a slice of prune cheesecake and a durian roll. the cheesecake not the type i like cos i love my Ccake to be really cheesey. durian roll was like kaya to me with durian fibre and little bit of durian taste. we got some cakes for mums and pat. the cakes here have very soft sponges think jus avoid buying anything cheesy.


mum was cooking mee siam, fried chicken wings, cuttle fishballs and the chilli sambal prawns was already on the table! WE were so filled but everything smelt so good!



took a break, i started exploring my new score. loved it and found one song that gx can play. the first few bars was within the 5 finger range i wrote out the fingering and we played a short duet! i will have to think how to teach him the rest of the song so that we can play together! Love it!



mum's meesiam was fantastic! love it! the chicken wings were so good! i forgot to get a small bottle of freshly prepared ikan and nuts will have to remember when go back to mums! love my mum's cooking!



after the meal, taught my aunt how to use the products, think she saw ann's improvment and wanted to get rid of her pigmentations... hope she use it right cos she very rough with her techniques of washing her face. changes has to be made. then left to go pat's house to seek her consultation on gx's friend. his friend has got very sensitive skin. she very worried type... when they were chatting i went to take some pics of their beautiful dog.



his friend felt better with the talk and the demo and was more confident about it. while gx fetch his fren home at 10+ and go fetch his parents i stayed on to chat with pat. nice talk and we didnt end till 1am! then bro called to remind us thats we were 1hr late! we drag for another 30mins and rushed off to bottle tree to join them prawning!


think gx was teased about opening the mee siam once arriving... they didnt have much luck! only a few within the 2hours! i was glad i asked them to help dabao meesiam and chicken wings for me cos i had so little when i was at mums! while gx open the gravy i went to take pics for the rest and suddenly a guy came up to me and handed me 3 prawns! they were fresh, wet, alive prawns! i was shock! huh? he jus gave it to me and walked away.. bro and my cousins thank him while i jus stood there blur and when i felt the prawns moved i jumped and threw the prawns to ben!


then i took ben's rod and try for the first time at prawning! within 10mins i got my 1st prawn! then i went on to eat my meesiam! we were so like pros, beer and food and it felt nice to be with my family. but ended the prawning at 3am with only 14 prawns. then we went on to bbq them...




cruel but they cost alot! like bro said dun let my mum know how much we spent! mum really could have bot loads of prawns bigger than the one we caught! we only managed 11 with 3 from apparently the chef of bottled tree. headed home after sending cousins home. tired but i was happy. am very happy that sis intiated the activity and gosh i slept 4am+...

gx, dan and i caught one each! bro, ben, art had better luck. while 2 gals have to try again the next time...
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saturday : woke up at 8am rushed out to go for class at hub. cos the dinner was cancelled i decided to join gx for class. 2 days full-time training. 10am - 10pm! its very interesting and opened my mind. its very motivating, but i felt stressed at the same time! dun know why i am so complex! gx was chosen to do the talk for our group, slept at 2am after preparing it!
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sunday: nervous for gx as he presented. at class my heart today felt very heavy. i see the potential but i feel stress. it made me feel pretty lost. direction made clearer made me scared. it possible i know and the possibility is so great. i want to be able to make it. slept once home! i was exhausted and i am so glad i was able to sleep till 11am this morning!
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I am happy to hear from serena on sat nite and dap this morning! planning my week and looking forward Saturday family outing. we are going for sam hui concert. saturday is oso our 9th anniversary together... as for today... i want to be home, just clear my things that should have been done ages ago! hopefully i get it all off my chest!