i feel sad

i am so trapped the situation is not getting better. the new med i took reduce the number of times but thats oso bcos i ate less i ate 2 meals only compared to being at mums trying out cookies, steamboat, desserts and yusheng.

doc said that if i dun stop i have to see her again and prob go hospital. i am afraid. i wanna find out wats wrong with me allergy? somewhere not good? or i jus need time and rest to recover... but so afraid they ask me to stay. 5times yesterday. 2hours after meals its starts.
funny thing is there is not much pain jus drained. gerald say go pray later. i fan tai sui this year. wanted to invite friends over but i am so sick. so pale. my tummy no good! errrrr....