heartless

some people are just *********! i step back, give in, doesnt mean i allow to step all over. i even speak the good of this person but gana stab at the back. unbelivable. i am glad my life mentor - uncle m and my family environment taught me alot. esp uncle m's words. he ever say no matter who stab u just remember that every person have their good side. forgive and forget but of cos be careful, cos it takes a long time or never for this person to stop. its their choice to be evil but no point wasting time in such battles. the world has so many sad news but people just pick the smallest things to argue to win the day. what good does it make? does it bring happiness? joy? satisfaction? i feel nauseous whenever i think of it! never did the mean people i meet in my life has made me feel so terrible. the ones before are really mean bcos of work and not personal and its not the mean part that makes this person win, this person lose big time cos the world out there is HUGE! i meet these people years later, i smile at them, they are the ones who mit feel bad but of cos they return smiles. i learn from them - i dun want to be like them. cos if u dare to do, i dare to say. just that i exercise control. i don't go extreme! its just that i feel that resorting to small acts and i believe that there are more to come are damn meanless attacks. there are greater things happening in the world. HOW ABOUT - being alive is something to think about? to cherish the time. the natural disasters that happened are terrible, the sadness, the hope, all makes me tear everynite when i watch news. the world revolves on and its sad i need to go through these meaningless acts. i suddenly miss my mum alot. can't wait to see her tomolo. i miss my popo, i miss both my grandpa and ah gong very much right now.